distressedI feel bad about letting this slide and more so because I've done it to John, who is a dear, sweet man. I've driven him to being testy with me which is probably enough to have made a less-gentle soul into an enemy. I know he'll forgive me in time but I feel like a heel.
I wonder, absently, why I let this happen. I'm very good at procrastinating but typically don't let my inactivity hurt other people. Hmm. I wonder if that's true or if they just don't tell me. I'll have to pay more attention to double-check my behavior.
I'll be winging my way to Seattle in just a couple of days. Some time away from home should give me some time to reflect and I also hope to get some good reading time. Fun time with friends should also be good for me. It's usually renewing for me and I look forward to seeing what my friends are working on.
