It's frustrating to get here, rarin' to go, and have to put everything on hold. I end up cruisin' the net for a while and like that, just waiting for something to do. More than once, something to do has shown up and I've been blissfully unaware. That makes me feel like a slouch, like I'm avoiding work.
Don't get me wrong, I avoid my share of work now and then, but when I'm actually looking for work, I feel bad if I don't find some when there's some to be had.